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Saturday, September 13, 2008

Real or Unreal?

Friday, September 12, 2008
Ever since the Mid Term Examination, I've never been absent again in Economics. Absent, NO. Late? Yes. Haha! The truth is, Professor Acomular talked to me privately and he told me that I'm one of the excellent students from our section and if I will continue to be tardy, I may have a failing grade. Which no one will expect of course. Isn't it kind or what? ;)

Grade in History was given! *drum rolls* 82! *boink* Hahaha! I got a 56/80 Mid Term Exam grade, 80% if evaluated. Hey! For a Subject wherein your teacher doesn't teach at all, you'll be so glad for attaining that grade already! I'm serious. Am I? Hahaha. I really thank God for I know He always makes a way for His children. To those who deserves it. :)

And today is a Friday, free day. Cell day! :D
I met up with Juliet at Freedom Park and waited for Ate Kat. Since there's no sign of waiting fro the others to come, we headed to KFC, Morayta. I was appointed to lead the cell. Impromptu! No beforehand preparations at all. And so I prayed that may God give me a message to relay to them, on the spot. :>

And then I thought of Romans 12:9-11
REAL OR NOT REAL CHRISTIAN?
God was (and is of course) so great that I said these every lines. :D

If you have a RIGHT relationship with God, it will definitely show.
We have TWO kinds of relationship, the VERTICAL and the HORIZONTAL>> The vertical is your relationship with God while the horizontal is your relationship with people.

Point number 1. Loving Sincerely (verse 9)
Ask yourself, Am I loving God and Man sincerely with deep conviction, no matter what life might bring? These people who loves sincerely are loving God without hypocrisy. If you say you love God, you must mean it. If you love God, in your mind, there is nothing above God.

Saint Augustine of Assisi once asked, If you were to be given a choice, And you will only choose one, who will you chose? God or the other thing you love the most? Think about it. There is this thing we call the 'Nominal Christians' (To know more about being a 'Nominal Christian', click here.) Those who claim that they are Christian in nature and in every aspect but in reality, they can't even show they love Jesus because of the reason that they can not imitate Him resulting to what? They can't even share God's word to their friends and loved ones. Something's holding them back. It may be fear or anything, but the fact is, to be a real Christian, you really need true feeding. When we say true feeding, it doesn't come from a typical Sunday service that you regularly attend to. It comes from a one-to-one discipleship that comes from a Ministry where you can learn and focus in being a matured Christian, and you can have fellowship to, so you can have friends that are matured and will be influencing you to learn about God more. With depth. God said, "Narrow is the gate of my mansion, widen it so that you may enter." If you have Jesus in your heart, you have everything in this world. Look beyond the status and fame of life. One evident fact of not showing sincere love to others is always pinpointing at their failures. Sincere love is demonstrating love when someone is at their lowest point in life. Genuine love is shown by imitating Jesus, and if Jesus thought of ministering people, DON'T BE ASHAMED! MINISTER TO YOUR FRIENDS! Now that is sincere.

Point number 2. Clinging to what is good. (verse 9)
Clinging to what is fitting, upright and HOLY before God. We are confessing and saying we are Christians but Jesus is not being seen in our lives? Then we are fooling others and our selves as well. How does living a holy life looks like? To be holy, is to break our sinful habits. Lust, pride, critical pointer, gossiper, bitterness, unforgiving spirit, tantrums, slander, lying, YOU NAME IT. Holiness is learning to hate what God hates! Holiness is conformity to the character of God. Christlikeness, dude! Be a regular reader and attender, JOIN A MINISTRY to know how to be like Christ.

Point number 3. Honoring Graciously. (verse 11)
This simply means, giving credit to others. We all have flaws and imperfections but if we try to appreciate one another, we can always see the good side of each other. Honor others above yourself. Always say thank you!. Or a simple compliment will do. :>

Point number 4. Serving Zealously. (verse 11)
In serving God, you have to give your best. What do we mean by 'zeal'?
From the Dictionary: filled with or characterized by zeal : marked by fervent partisanship for a person, a cause, or an ideal.
For my own definition: 'Passionate ardor in the pursuit of any thing.'
In simple terms, we call it dedication. Passion. SERIOUSNESS. Serving God is not a so-so thing. When I say serving God, I mean business. And to do this, one must be inclined to a Ministry where he/she can be encouraged by other Christians to serve with zealousness. Serving the Lord is what life all about for a Christian.

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And that was it. I hope you learned something. Please don't skip okay? :)
After eating at KFC, we walked our way back to the campus and parted. We had a long quiz in Natural Science. then P.E. Dismissed. I was kind of a hurry when I went home, I turned on the computer and finished editing our layout for the tarpaulin for our reporting in Computer. I need to finish it before the Tarp maker store close. And I need to make it fast because I'm going to JP's house. Hahaha. I rushed and rushed. Went to that store at Mindanao Ave. and I rode a cab to their house. At 7:30 in the evening, I helped him answer his English home work and finish his comics strip as their requirement. We prayed a long prayer (as always) before we eat together.

Oh, and before I forgot, kagabi, nagpaload ako sa tindahan. Kinuha ni 'Ate' 'yung number ko. At the same time, 'yung pangalan ko din. 'Di na ako nagtaka kasi sakaniya ako lagi nagpapaload. Nung pag uwi ko, may nagtext sa akin, "Kelby" daw ang pangalan niya. Taga Project 6, lalaki. Crush na crush niya daw ako. Ang tawag niya sa'kin, "Ms. Cute". Waaa! Nag reply ako sakaniya kagabi ng "Sino 'to?" Pero 'yun lang. Kasi I found out na smart siya. I won't ever ever waste my load balance for him. Haha. Then simula noon every minute na siya kung magtext! Wow ang yaman! "mS.jeah gs2 u lOadAn Qta? pra rEpZ ka sQen.."Kahit kaninang umaga, "gUd mrNning mS.cute jEah hihihi inGat p0 u.. Zna mAgkita tEu myA..hihihi.." err. From that moment, 'di na niya ako tinantanan, even though I don't reply to his messages. Argh! And so I told about this "Kelby" to JP
and his initial reaction? "Mommy! Peram ako ng phone mo!" Akala ko wala siyang pakielam. Only to find out na kaya niya hiniram phone ni Tita, kasi tinext niya 'yong "Kelby". Haha. Sweet. Ayun. Inaway niya. Promdi ata 'yon. "sOrRy tOl, hehe Cge d Q na tetkZ si jEaH.. PiZ aWt.." =))))))

The day/night was fine. But what really made us delirious is her, again. We made a test to again prove that she will just respond to JP's messages and not to mine. And then again, we proved it. Then we tried not to reply anymore. Wohooo. Text na ulit siya ng text, making JP reply to her messages. Hahaha. What a *insert adjective here* girl. I forgive her for that. =)))
Anyway, I went home late, 10:30-11:00PM, I think?



Saturday, September 13, 2008
Filipino. I was absent hahaha! Prof. David awarded us with certificates. Check my Multiply Acct. for the very funny awards. And yes, I'm so blessed to say that our group was one of the best. Jemma was the best supporting actress, Russel, the best supporting actor, and Yuji, the best actor! And JOJI, the MOST BAKLA EVER AWARD! =))))











English. Break. I didn't eat. Hahaha. I'm the heroine of our group. I went home!! Wohoo! I was praying na makaabot parin sa klase. I went home to fetch our Tarpaulin na obviously, ngayon lang matatapos. :P

One hour and thirty minutes is the allotted time for our lunch break. Oh noes. Hahaha! And by God's grace, I was able to come back to FEU on time. A little late though but we were able to report. Hahaha! Laugh trip e. :)) Dismissed. Went to JP's. Nagpa deliver kami ng McDonalds for our mirienda. Na isang oras naming hinintay kasi naligaw! Hahaha. :P

Sa YA, Pastor Marvin was preaching about sins when he mentioned na may nakita daw siyang Friendster na isang Youth Alive daw pero may bastos na picture. 'Di daw niya kilala e. I was alarmed, thinking of my stalker, 'Yves Ashley'. *fast forward* after the YA Service, we our Cell group, Roces and Company, went to PotPot Bakery dating tambayan :P

In the middle of the fun and fellowship that we're having, I cried. 'Cause Kuya Bobby honestly said that Pastor Marvin is pertaining to somone na nasa cell group namin. Girl daw. E tatlo lang kaming babae. Ako, kapatid ko, at si Maine. Impossible na silang dalawa. And then Domar noticed that I was crying. Edi sinabi na ni Kuya Bob, ako nga daw 'yon. My sister was right. Dapat dati pa lang, sinabi ko na kila Pastor and Kuya Bob 'yong about sa stalker na 'yon kasi nga he's using the ministry sa Friendster Profiles niya and using my pictures also!!!! Baka kasi akalain ng ibang Youth Alive, ganoon ako ka bastos. Akalain nila akin 'yon. I cried because of fear. Matagal na pala daw nakita nila Pastor 'yon. Hindi lang nila ako kinakausap. Natakot ako lalo kasi inadd daw ni stalker 'yung mga YA leaders. D;

I was frightened that it urged me to know who the stalker really is. Marvin, Kuya Bob's brother has connections because he works in a Computer Shop and he can hack Friendster Accounts. He promised me that he will help. I hope Pastor Marvin will talk to me sooner or later. Kasi may hinala daw sila na 'yung stalker na 'yon, close ko. At sobrang close na close ko daw. Na na adik na sa'kin, up to the point that he's only attending Youth Alive Services just to see me. :O

Pray for him, would you? I hope he knows what he's doing. :S

It's 11:42 PM and I'm still free to live for God




Thursday, September 11, 2008

Matthew, Mark, Luke and John

My Daddy did not allow me to teach at San Fransisco High School today 'cause it was raining hard. It made me blue, but besides I even don't know what's gotten into me. :|

After the rain, I asked my Dad if I can go out and buy myself clothes and pants at the mall. Then he permitted me to go! Yey! I went off to TriNoma about 1:30 pm and went to different stores. Window shopping. JP asked my through a text message if we can meet and I said yes. And so I patiently waited for him while I was fitting some pants at the mall. Got my self a shirt and a pants. ;)

3:30pm. JP and I met and roamed around while thinking of something to do. We bumped through Honeymar, my high school batch mate from UST. What a blessing for her because she's a part of the UST Teatro Tomasino and they will be having a play on October 1. Nakasalubong ko lang siya, hahaha. Tapos nakabenta siya kaagad ng ticket! (P120.00) Oh, how I miss her! Aawww. We exchanged hugs and bid goodbyes. Oh by the way, she even commented that FEU really deserved to win last UAAP Compet. Told yah! :P

We went to SM and decided to watch a movie there. Ngeeee.


Directed by Rob Schneider
Produced by Rob Schneider

It was a bit of a matured movie but it has a lot of sense, seriously. It was not that funny though. But over all, Rob Schneider was great!
Mindy: Before we continue this, I believe you have three words left to tell me.
Stan: Uhh?
Mindy: C'mon..
Stan: I?
Mindy: I?..
Stan: I miss you?
Mindy: Oh thank God!
Hahaha. Dapat I love you 'yon e. Ang role kasi ng asawa niya medyo, you know. Dumb. Haha! :))
We parted our ways home. Some one sent a group message. Sa sobrang concern ko, I replied to that message. Pero and reply lang sa'kin tuldok! Grabe! Siya na nga tinulungan. Amp. Whilst that sender was texting JP ng matinong message. E wala ngang ka concern concern si JP sakaniya. Ako meron, pero. Fine. :P

Home. Went online and started interrogating Arrel to confirm something. I don't want JP to be involved in a fight so 'yon. I found out na siya rin pala naiinis na. Sorry Arrel, napagbintangan pa tuloy kita. Pasensiya na. And because of this incident, the three of us have proven that I was right. Emotionally unstable ba? YES. Dagdag bawas? YES. Attention seeker? YES. :|

Let's just pray for that person's enlightenment. On a lighter note, I am chatting with my Mom right now. Online Bible study as usual. About the Gospels. :)

It's 11:12 PM and I'm still free to live for God




Wednesday, September 10, 2008

"I am the people, the mob"

Tuesday, September 9, 2008
I can't remember a single happening. :|
All I can recall is that I am furious about everything that's happening right now. :|
And oh, I almost forgot, we did watch the uncut versions of the UAAP Cheerdance Compet through Carlo's PSP, had a quiz in History about Assimilation and such. Etc, etc, etc. :>

P.E. time! Since we don't have our P.E. Class, (because Professor Alolor is out with her team the FEU Cheering Squad for a victory party. Haha!) We used it our time to prepare for a competition. Professor Cruz- David (Filipino Prof) chose the fourth group to compete with other sections that she's handling for a not-so-official Inter-Section Competition for the Filipino Subject. Our representatives (Group 4) were great of course, TATAK MASSCOMM Block 2! :D We won the Championship. :]

"Anak"



As I look at my Y!M Archive, I found out that I chatted with Arrel, and no one but him. Nagulat nga din ako e. Haha. Pero sandali lang as in two minutes? 'Yon. According to him, Lizette's DSL is broken so she was not able to go online. ;)

Memory gap. >_<
Just want to share, last September 7 midnight until September 8 ng madaling araw, magka chat kami ni JP. At least we're fine now. God is great you know, after everything that had happened. I know that will never be the last problem that we will encounter, and I'm blessed to know that God will always stay by our side. :>

Jaypee (9/7/2008 10:48:51 PM): may tanong ako :(
Jeah (9/7/2008 10:48:55 PM): Anu.
Jaypee (9/7/2008 10:49:15 PM): masama ba talga akong tao?
Jeah (9/7/2008 10:49:35 PM): Hndi. Nagiging msama ka kasi sa dalawang reasons.
Jaypee (9/7/2008 10:49:50 PM): anu po un?

And then I told him the truth 'cause I want to help him feel better. :)

1. Immaturity. Kasi alam mo na nga na mali, wala ka pa ding ggawin para maiba yung "MALI" at gawing tama. Though alam mo yung tama, you still chose to do the "Mali" which is very immature.
2. Pride. God uses people to help you change. -- preaching yan last attend mo ng YA. Kasi God cannot appear to you ng biglaan diba? Hello! O tapos ayun, so every people na makikilala mo has something na handa para tulungan ka. And the problem is, ayaw mong makinig. You tend to belive na tama ka, ikaw lang. Ayaw mo mag submit sa mas nakakataas. Ayaw mo makinig sa nakakatanda. Ayaw mo mapagsabihan ng kung anu gagawin. The point is.. Di ka naman pagsasabihan kung di ka immature. Yung alam mo na di mo pa ginagawa. Gets mo?
Kaya pala niya 'yon tinanong kasi .. (confidential) I feel bad for those persons na kinuwento niya. Maybe they need some parenting advice 'cause they're getting off the chart and I believe it's too much. Redundant. Haha! Aaw I really felt JP's Christianity is growing and growing 'cause he's becoming vulnerable to hurt na rin. And he doesn't take revenge for any of it, kahit abusuhin pa siya. Thank God. :)

I intended to hide their identities. Hahah!
Jaypee (9/7/2008 11:15:45 PM): meron ako naalala mababaw lang naman
Jaypee (9/7/2008 11:16:20 PM): "Ang Bote" (Bow)
Jeah (9/7/2008 11:16:32 PM): Tapos?
Jaypee (9/7/2008 11:16:42 PM): si Boy2 ay parating may bote para marefillan at inuman
Jaypee (9/7/2008 11:16:55 PM): parating humihiram si Boy1
Jaypee (9/7/2008 11:17:00 PM): ng bote sa kanya
Jaypee (9/7/2008 11:17:20 PM): ngunit isang araw na hindi naka bili si Boy2 ng mineral water(wala syang bote)
Jaypee (9/7/2008 11:17:28 PM): at si Boy1 ay meron
Jaypee (9/7/2008 11:17:32 PM): nanghiram si Boy2
Jaypee (9/7/2008 11:17:37 PM): ngunit sabi ni Boy1
Jaypee (9/7/2008 11:17:50 PM): "bumili ka na lang dun manghihiram kapa may pera ka naman"
Jaypee (9/7/2008 11:17:54 PM): oh diba?
Jaypee (9/7/2008 11:17:56 PM): ang chaka
So rules again. He suggested that I must always be reminded of these whenever I see our ring.
Jaypee (9/7/2008 11:43:41 PM): mahal everytime makikita mo yang singsing na nakasuot sau
1. eto bang ginagawa ko pag nakita ni JP matutuwa siya?
2. eto bang ginagawa ko ginagawa nang mahinhin na babae?
3. eto bang ginagawa ko walang maapektuhan o masasaktan?
4. eto bang sinasabi ko natural na sinasabi nang isang babae?
5. eto bang sinasabi ko hindi bastos?
6. eto bang sinsasabi ko dapat kong sabihin?
Jaypee (9/7/2008 11:45:10 PM): oh ayan! tandaan mo parati yang anim na yan
Ako rin. Siyempre! This is from me. :P
1. eto bang ginagawa ko pag nakita ni God matutuwa siya?
2. eto bang ginagawa ko ginagawa nang Matino na lalaki?
3. eto bang ginagawa ko walang maapektuhan o masasaktan?
4. eto bang sinasabi ko natural na sinasabi nang isang Christian??
5. eto bang sinasabi ko hindi bastos?
6. eto bang sinsasabi ko dapat kong sabihin?
Jaypee (9/7/2008 11:46:59 PM): awts parang inedit lang ah
We slept by 12:20am. :)


Wednesday, September 10, 2008

We had a seat work in Filipino. And had our Mid Term exam in English. Brrr, everyone was with jacket on, shivering. The room was so cold that I even rushed my answers so I can get out of the room at once. When I went outside, I felt that my feet was numb already. I had cramps on my legs because of the coldness. Hahaha. Computer? Oh, we discussed about PowerPoint. I'm right. Am I?

It's my time to visit McDonalds Road 20 once again. And wait. Wait for an hour and something minutes. Haha. ;P

After eating, we went to their house. Para ihatid siya. It's always like that but today was different. He started asking me if I can help him get a good piece for their Declamation in English. He made mention the "The Champion" and I was right in guessing what is it all about. Haha. We used that music/song in a musical human video before. During the times that I'm still a teacher in Children's Ministry. It's for our anniversary. Anyway when we're in his house already, I said it was good and commended him to use it but I remembered how long it is when we actually did the Jesus vs Satan part of the act. Ang haba haba ng piece na 'yon. So I looked for more pieces. And suggested Carl Sandburg's "I am the people, the mob". :)

I am the people--the mob--the crowd--the mass.
Do you know that all the great work of the world is
done through me?
I am the workingman, the inventor, the maker of the
world's food and clothes.
I am the audience that witness history. The Napo-
leans come from me and the Lincolns. They die.
And then I send for more Napoleans and
Lincolns.
I am the seed ground. I am the prairie that will stand
for much plowing. Terrible storms pass over me.
I forget. The best of me is sucked out and wasted.
I forget. Everything but Death comes to me and
makes me work and give up what I have. And I
forget.
Sometimes I growl, shake myself and spatter a few red
drops for history to remember. Then--I forget.
When I, the People, learn to remember, when I, the
People, use the lessons of yesterday and no longer
forget who robbed me last year, who played me for
a fool--then there will be no speaker in all the world
say the name: "The People," with any fleck of a
sneer in his voice or any far-off smile of derision.
The mob--the crowd--the mass--will arrive then

We practiced every word's pronunciation, diction and accent? Hahaha! Tita Gie kept on insulting JP's voice. Bading daw. I went home early 'cause it rained. I went online. NO! Invisible. And then si Joses, nahuli na naman ako. "Invi ka na naman no?" Hahaha. It already happened twice. xP

Nakatext ko si Jolyn ngayon. Nangungulit na si Reyjude. He kept on asking if he can you know, court or uhg! Stop! Haha!

"Mag load ka na Jeh!!"
"Puede ba manligaw?"
"Talaga? Miss na kita"
"Alam mo naman simula pa nung elemntary e.. :c"
"Bakit ba lagi mo sinasabi magagalit si Lord? :("

NO. Period. :)

It's 5:06 PM and I'm still free to live for God




Monday, September 8, 2008

Decisions are final

Happy birthday Jeepoy Delas Alas and John Michael Rolluqui (Elementary barkada) God bless you both! :D

Hey people! How was your day with God? Mine was great! But before I start telling something, I just want to share this hilarious video that JP sent when I was chatting with him. Hahaha! A video of them at Glendale. Haha! I named it "Garote Clip", inspired by their last year's short movie, "Karate Clip". Cool isn't it? :))

GAROTE CLIP



So yey, no classes! I still have this weird hang over from the Cheerdance Competition yesterday. Haha! I found out that my cousin, Mae from UST (Accounting Freshman) was also there! And yes, today was pretty much unusual. Why? No muscle pains! I was not able to train my dancing skills for God yesterday. That's way bad. So now I'm a bit drowsy 'cause I'm sick, and for real, I rested. :P

I spent my time searching for the official videos of yesterday's competition. Youtube! This is how I love dancing, obvious much. I really wanted to join a pep squad or learn cheer dancing or gymnastics and such, but of course if God will allow me to.. I know extreme Hip-hop (Break dance, Pop&Lock and the like) but never knew extreme gymnastics. Oh, experience! Would you please enter my life? Haha. Any way, as I was searching for the videos, all I can say is .. *insert the blog post title for today here* Arte. =))

Why would I say that? For some reasons and I don't see the sense of it, fight were occuring at the comments line in every videos. 'Yung iba galit sa UST, bakit daw nanalo. 'Yung iba dapat daw nanalo 'yung ganiyan ganito. Okay I do admit many people that I know personally ( some are friends and some are former classmates, now Thomasians! :P) was surprised that UST SDT (Salinggawi Dance Troupe) won. They say, they don't deserve it 'cause of the repeated routines, pyramids and the like. They also added the FEU deserves to be the second placer for the very unique theme and wonderful exhibitions. For my own point of view, after watching the videos of the past UST SDT's performances, parehong pareho nga sa pinakita nila ngayon. But just for peace sake, I'm contented that FEU got the third place. At least their efforts and skills were appreciated by the mass, right? In fact, I'm not in the right position to oppose. Hahaha.

The big deal: Is there a need for a fight? Haha. You can visit YouTube if you want so you can see for yourself. Naman kasi, mga wala ng manners mga nag-aaway sa comment stream. Some put bad words just to humiliate the student na ina-away niya. 'Di niya ba alam mas nakakahiya siya? Considering the fact na they're all students from the Universities involved in the competition. Grabe mga nabasa ko. Very disappointing. If I would be in the shoes of the school, I'll spit them out of my premises. Hahaha! Kiddin'! :P

Good thing I was not that war freak or anything just for the sake of my school. Hehe. I'm proud of the different pep/cheering squads that whole-heartedly gave their best yesterday. And yes, I think that's the most important thing.. Those who dedicated their everything in doing their best not just for the sake of winning, but for the sake of the people who inspired them to do their thing. Shake that thing. Hahaha!

True excellence comes from humility, you know..
Ayun lang, a message from a dancer of God. :)

And now I'm excited 'cause tomorrow, I will have the chance to see the uncut versions. Thank you, Mr. and Mrs Ramos! (Carlo's Mom and Dad)

It's 7:28 PM and I'm still free to live for God




Sunday, September 7, 2008

2008 Samsung UAAP Cheerdance Competition


Today was a blast! :)

I got up very early not because I want to, but because we were advised to. :P
And hey, it's a very beautiful Sunday. I love it but then again I'm going to miss Corban's Dance Training for just a *insert adjective here* Cheerdance Competition. :)) Mean much? :D

Supposed to be, all of us (including our Catholic friends) are going to attend the service. But for some reasons, I don't know why, we ended up meeting different who's who. Russel and Yuji (late again) met up with me at Word of Hope to attend the 6:00-8:30 Morning Service. Woah! Ibang iba kapag hapon. :| Or iba lang kasi I wasn't sitting at the front. Which was way unusual. Cab ride until we reach Araneta Cubao by 9:00 in the morning. I accompanied Russel 'cause he need some bucks from the ATM Machine. Haha! PROMDI. First time sa Gateway. :))

Okay humiwalay na ako seeing those pitiful College Students in a long line for their tickets. Good thing we're required so our School managed to reserve tickets for us.

So my mind was too preoccupied with things like..
1. My load will eventually run out that time. So it'll be impossible for me to contact them (block mates) and JP who is currently spending his time with his family inside the church hearing a message from God.
2. If I ran out of load, how will I contact them? Okay redundant. :)) But what I was really thinking about is, pipila ako just to buy JP a ticket. I want him to come. Really. :|
3. The line was so uhhhg. L.O.N.G. already. Ang aga-aga pa! Amp. Talk about Guinness Book of Records for forming the Longest line in a Longest Line Party Contest. If there's such thing. :))
4. I don't know where to gooooo! Saan ba 'yung start ng pila? And all I can hear from the background was "Weh? Pagdating natin ubus na daw yung Lower A" Yikes! What I have is a Lower A Ticket and of course I must get the same ticket for JP. Ano ba. Not to mention these few lines from the same background,
"Anong oras magbubukas 'yung gate sa may tickets na?"
"12pm daw pero 'di na pipila."
"Ahh swerte naman nila"
"Bakit ano oras ba magbubukas Ticket Booth? 11 ata or 12 na din."
WOAH! It was just 9:00 for peace sake! Dreadful. :(
5. Globe's in a very awful breakup with their signals. Kaya kahit saan ka magpa-load, hindi nila tatanggapin 'cause the network where "malakas tayo!" is broken. Darn it! Oh, so kumusta naman? :|

Waaa. Andami pa. Buti na lang nakita ko si Reyjude. HRM Freshman. The guy I was talking about in my past posts. My stalker/manliligaw way back my Elementary Days. Sinamahan niya ako kahit may ticket na siya, nakapila siya kasi akala niya daw pipila. Yes, bumabanat pa nga e. I told him I can handle myself. He can leave me anytime. "'Di sige, hintayin kita hanggat makabili ka.." --Reyjude. Naks. Bait noh? Eto pa mas mabait. Gamit kong phone, phone ng Block mate ko. Si Rizza. And take note, SMART Subscriber siya. I used her phone to text JP all through out my waiting time sa pila. When the Ticket Booth opened at about 10:40+ something, (Buti na lang nauna 'yung sa Ticket boot kasi kung nauna 'yung sa Coliseum gates, magpa-panic ako. E kahit nagpa-panic na ako talaga. Haha!) iniwan na ako ni Reyjude. At ang bait talaga, babanat pa e. Haha. He finally agreed with me to give up on waiting for me. Hahaha!

My experience was oh so full of adjectives. :))
Haha. Why? ERRR kasi may mga (Sorry. I'll try not to be rude but hello!) lesbians. Homo. Ewan. UP Students pa. Naglilingkisan sa pila. Both girls. :| It's okay sa lahat naman ng universities madaming boy-to-boy- and girl-to-girl lovebirds e. Pero, Public Display of Affection? Of WRONG AFFECTION?! Thank you so much, iska at iska ng bayan. Good example. :))

Meron pa. Falcons. Admason U. Ano bang dapat ika-mura? "&!^%#*&?@$" - Sila. My head boiled up with anger kasi para silang mga Squatters na ngayon lang nakakita ng tao. They were talking bad things about UST, UP and Ateneo Students. ALOUD! Wow ah. Nagpaparinigan. Ganun 'yung dating. Sige lang. Away kayo diyan. Manners, dude!

And moreee. Thomasians. UST Students. They will do everything umabot lang sa tickets na gusto nila mabili. Halaaaaa sige, singit doon singit dito. Hey you're all bringing your School's name down. Lahat na inaway nila. Grabe.

Message: (Gumaganon!) Definitely, it's not about the school. It's about how you bring yourself, your attitude while you're currently enrolled to that University. You may be not that proud of it, but hey, just think about your self. Nakakahiya ka kung gaganun ganun ka lang. :))

I met this good friend, sa haba ng pila. At sa bagal ng usad, he's from Adamson. Good thing he's not one of the "Squatterish" Peeps. Haha. 2nd Year. 'Di na daw sila required kaya 'yun pahirapan sila sa Tickets. Wow. Naranasan ko kaagad 'yung hirap kahit Freshie pa lang ako. And yey, to cut this never ending ticket line story, I made it! I was able to buy a Lower A ticket. Tapos, nakadating si JP for the first time sa isang lugar na hindi naman niya pinupuntahan mag-isa. Weee. I'm so blessed kasi after namin mag meet, SOLD OUT na 'yung Lower A! Grabe. Na-inlove ako lalo kay Lord. :>

Isa na lang problem ko, pagdating namin sa loob, may maupuan pa kaya kami? Wah. Buti nalang meron pa. Ang ingay. 'Yung mga drums, kahit 'di pa nagstart, puro cheering na. :))

I would not blabber about what happened. Napanuod niyo naman siguro sa Studio23. :)) Pero iba 'pag LIVE. Kaya Momhie Bei, mainggit ka! Haha. Joke. Sayang sana kasama ka namin this day. Awww. :|

Champion - University of the Philippines.
'Tribong UP' -- UP Fight!



First Runner-up - University of Santo Tomas
No theme? >_< -- Go USTEEE!


Second Runner-up - Far Eastern University
'Blazing Tamaraws' -- Recca Summa FEU!
WARNING: nakita ako dito. Pero ako lang nakakaalam kung saan banda. :P




Weee. We're so much blessed kasi Carlo's (Block mate) Dad and Mom is working for the UAAP. Both FEU Alumnus. Mass Comm din. :D Kung may nakita kayo na naka-stripes na big guy sa cam, siya 'yun. Director ata siya. Yey! We will be able to see the uncut versions of the competition. OKAY. 'Di narin ako magco-comment sa performances ng ibang schools. The coolest thing was the Unity Dance. 'Yung sayaw ng halo halong dancers from the 8 prestigious Universities. Wala lang. Sana talaga may unity between them. THANK YOU LORD so much, Flat one na kami sa Final Exams sa PE namin. For those who still don't know, Ms. Alolor, the choreographer and head of the FEU Cheering Squad is our PE Professor. Cool much. :D

Waved goodbyes to my block mates who were still overjoyed. Haha. JP and I went to DQ. I treated him DQ's Oreo Blizzard. According to him, it used to be his favorite. Ay hanngang ngayon daw pala. Haha. Ako naman, Brownies Blizzard. Yum, kahit away kami. :))

TriNoma. JP went home. Dumaan pa ako sa Church, tinapos pa 'yung nahabol kong 5:30 service. Went home. Very tireeddd. All of the waiting was worth it because it's for my baby. And God gave me patience to what I've went through.. Happy and contented. May "Kamay" remebrance na ako from UAAP!. :))


BTW, I'm still sick. Oha. Sa'n ka pa! :>
Lord, take my life. Take all of me.

It's 10:34 PM and I'm still free to live for God




Saturday, September 6, 2008

Break my heart for what breaks YOURS ..

I'm still sick. Okay, this time I'm pleading you to pray for me. If you only know what I've been going through because of this deficiency. Dinuguan please? Hahaha. Kala mo serious e. :P

But definitely, I am. :|

Just to bluster some events for today ..
I did not attended my Filipino Class today. The reason behind is valid. But morbid. :'( And so I thought, would I feel great if ever I continue to rest and lie down for the rest of my life? Hahaha! Oh, just don't mind what I just said. Forgive me for the gibberish rants. I'm not feeling well, you know! I tend to babble. Or if not, I just stay quiet for a mean time. English, yeah. I forgot what happened. All I can hark back was we laughed over Professor Alimuin's weird hairdo. :))

Computer. Sir grouped us into 8? No, 10. While the whole class was kind of busy because of the groupings, I just sat down in the corner of the room. Rested my head, and tried to get some relief from what I was feeling then. :| Group mates -- Yuji, Carlo, Russel, Marvin, Erika, Rizza, Erzel, Pia and Danielle.

I went to JP's as far as I can remember. He cannot attend because they will visit her Auntie in the hospital. Jiah cried when I left. Haha. She wanted to come with me. Aww.
--YA. Woo. Love the first song -- When I Think About the Lord. Oo na! I admit I'm missing James Huey! Why not? Hahaha =P I was not able to write down the whole outline of the Preaching. But it was a good one. It was co-related from the pasts Special Services about Revival. My Daddy gave some packed food to my sister and Shobe brought it to Church. For the simple reason that I'm not allowed to eat anything from anywhere. It must be home made. Just to make sure that I'm eating healthy ones, just to be safe.

Went home. Y!M Stat: Break my heart for what break yours! UAAP Cheering Compet tomorrow! :D

So I'll just let all of you partake of what I perceive whenever I hear and or think about this song Hosanna from Hillsong. What a wonderful prayer to God, isn't it?


I see the King of glory
Coming on the clouds with fire
The whole earth shakes, the whole earth shakes
I see His love and mercy
Washing over all our sin
The people sing, the people sing

[Chorus]
Hosanna, hosanna
Hosanna in the highest

I see a generation
Rising up to take the place
With selfless faith, with selfless faith
I see a near revival
Stirring as we pray and seek
We're on our knees, we're on our knees

[Bridge]
Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours

Everything I am for Your Kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity



Hosanna (Live) - Hillsong United

Sorry 'cause it's the live version. No need to worry, still the same anointed song. Play it c'mon! I know you want to. :)

Notice how I made my favorite lines BOLD AND BIG! Heehee. ;D
That's because whenever I hear this song, God always reminds me to press on. To love like Him. I know it's hard, but as of now, I can say I'm finally doing it. I'm not pertaining to JP only. I'm talking about all the people around me.

What does it mean when we say, "Show me how to love like You have loved me" ? We're asking God to teach us how to love a person without asking anything in return, giving everything we have just to make him/her happy. Sacrifice. Sacrifice. Sacrifice. We all know that people has their own diversities, and because of that, there will always be a tendency for you to give up loving a particular person. There will always come a time that you will feel that you're vulnerable to pain and heartaches. But try to think of this, God loved you (and always will) despite of your flaws. Despite your imperfections. And to deeply ponder about it, GOD IS PERFECT BUT HE STILL LOVED YOU DESPITE YOUR SHORTCOMINGS. God loved us unconditionally. So who are you not to love others, right? It may be difficult at times but when you seek God to teach you something, He will never ever leave you without even learning. It could be in a hard way though, but hey, will you refuse God to be your love doctor? Learn to sacrifice. It's worth it, I'm telling you. :)

And what does it mean when we say,
"Break my heart for what breaks Yours" ? I'm having a hard time thinking of how will I expound this to you. So to make it easy for me, (and maybe for you also,) I'll just share a little bit of a true story, just to make it simple to understand. For the past 15 months of sharing God's love with JP, I can say that I already felt the most miserable heartache that a girl can feel just because of loving trully. And as I always utter this line to God, I can't help myself but cry. Because, If I'm already feeling this intense pain, how much more when it comes to Him? In a deeper sense, I, being an imperfect entity in this world, had experienced to be heart broken just because of loving another imperfect being like me. And come to think of it by putting yourself into God's situation. God, being the most perfect supernatural being above all existence, loving the most rubbish and secular people of this world. What kind of heartache could he probably felt as he continually love us? And as we ask Him to teach us how to love, we should put in mind that we could be probably feel every heartache that he already felt. Through every people's rejection of His good grace, mercy and love. Through every people's thankless mouth, and whining attitudes as God continually blesses them. People tend to take Him for granted, so how will God actually respond to these acts? If only we can know what God is feeling at this moment, maybe, we can never forgive ourselves.


If you're confused on what to do, It's as simple as this: If you really want to learn how to love like God, think of what hurt God can surely feel right now, and expect it to happen to you also. One cannot learn if he's not willing to do it the hard way. SACRIFICE. Just like what Jesus did at the cross. :)

And oh, always remember: His pain was your gain. And to totally imitate Him in loving truly, we must be willing to undergo through pain, so that others can gain. Sacrifice.

I love this song because it always reminds me that I'm not the most miserable individual in this planet, in fact, I'm one of the most blessed beings simply because I know how to love like Him. Even though I went through different melancholic situations, what matters most is that I've learned something out of it. I became more matured in handling my status. And the most important thing is, I'm reflecting God's goodness whenever I love.

If only others are willing to do so, maybe this world can be a better place for everyone. Agree? Ay sana nagets niyo ako. UAAP Cheering at Araneta tomorrow! God bless! :D

It's 10:16 PM and I'm still free to live for God




Friday, September 5, 2008

Shake it Off!

Still, I was and am sick. :|
I'm having a big time hair fall. A symptom, maybe. You could pray for me if you bother to do so. Thanks! :|

Economics. I was not really feeling well. Good thing we didn't tackled anything. Sort of a free time for us because Sir Acomular just allowed us to see our computed grades. Tsk, Prelims = 1.5 Midterms = 2.00 Wow! DOS! Although I was not satisfied, I'm so thankful that Finals is nearly approaching. Meaning, I can take a break for some weeks. Thank God. Jordan suggested that I should go home right after History and not to attend PE anymore, since we will just be practicing cheers with the FEU Cheer dancers and we will not be having our NatSci class today because of the Faculty Meeting. I had put that in mind for almost half of the day because of my difficult situation. I spent the whole Econ time sleeping on my desk. Headachessss! Bodypainsss! =/

History. While waiting for Sir Horace, Ma'am Blas entered the room and announced: Faculty Evaluation. Yay! It's our time to evaluate our Professors! :)

"Boykotin na si Sir Horace! 'Di na darating 'yun!!!"
"Tara na tara na! Mag evaluate na lang tayo!"

And so with the whole force, MC0812 went off to Nursing Bldg, in the big big big Computer Laboratory to evaluate our outstanding educators. Hahaha! High-Tech much!

Faculty Evaluation : The FEU way.

We laughed so hard over the old photo of some of our Professors. I did not took pictures of it 'cause the proctor was beside me. Ohaaaa. Proctor pa! Evaluation lang! Hahaha. Oh noes, I do hope no one will know how I evaluated him. I hope he won't get mad at me, if ever he will know about it. I'm sure all of my block mates evaluated him like I did. Anyway, he deserves it. :P

And this is it. I finally decided not to attend PE. Kasi naman, wala kaming NatSci, ibig sabihin from 10:30AM until 3:00PM maghihintay ako? No way, I'm sick. I seldom feel concerned about my self. And today was 'seldom day'. Haha! Gets? So I headed to Freedom Park, met up with Ate Kat. Yes! Miraculously, Kuya Yohan was present! We waited for some time, but Ate Kat was so hungry so we came with her. Kumain siya, kwentuhan kami. Back to FEU -- Freedom park, we met up with Sharleen. Then it rained. HARD! Haha, doon pa talaga kami pumwesto sa gilid ng Catholic Chapel, to HOLD A CELL GROUP. Nothing and no one can stop us! Lakas! :P

Ate Kat shared the word for the Wednesday's Special Service night entitled "Shake it off!". The only Special Service that I did not attended. Sayang complete attendance na sana. xD Read the following lines carefully, please? It would be a great help for you. Just do it, you have nothing to lose if you do so. :)

Isaiah 52

1 Awake, awake, O Zion,
clothe yourself with strength.
Put on your garments of splendor,
O Jerusalem, the holy city.
The uncircumcised and defiled
will not enter you again.

2 Shake off your dust;
rise up, sit enthroned, O Jerusalem.
Free yourself from the chains on your neck,
O captive Daughter of Zion.

3 For this is what the LORD says:
"You were sold for nothing,
and without money you will be redeemed."

4 For this is what the Sovereign LORD says:
"At first my people went down to Egypt to live;
lately, Assyria has oppressed them.

5 "And now what do I have here?" declares the LORD.
"For my people have been taken away for nothing,
and those who rule them mock, "
declares the LORD.
"And all day long
my name is constantly blasphemed.

6 Therefore my people will know my name;
therefore in that day they will know
that it is I who foretold it.
Yes, it is I."

7 How beautiful on the mountains
are the feet of those who bring good news,
who proclaim peace,
who bring good tidings,
who proclaim salvation,
who say to Zion,
"Your God reigns!"

8 Listen! Your watchmen lift up their voices;
together they shout for joy.
When the LORD returns to Zion,
they will see it with their own eyes.

9 Burst into songs of joy together,
you ruins of Jerusalem,
for the LORD has comforted his people,
he has redeemed Jerusalem.

10 The LORD will lay bare his holy arm
in the sight of all the nations,
and all the ends of the earth will see
the salvation of our God.

11 Depart, depart, go out from there!
Touch no unclean thing!
Come out from it and be pure,
you who carry the vessels of the LORD.

12 But you will not leave in haste
or go in flight;
for the LORD will go before you,
the God of Israel will be your rear guard.

The Suffering and Glory of the Servant
13 See, my servant will act wisely ;
he will be raised and lifted up and highly exalted.

14 Just as there were many who were appalled at him —
his appearance was so disfigured beyond that of any man
and his form marred beyond human likeness—

15 so will he sprinkle many nations,
and kings will shut their mouths because of him.
For what they were not told, they will see,
and what they have not heard, they will understand.

Yey! Great news for me and for you, dear reader! Sharleen closed in prayer. It was still raining, and I don't have an umbrella! Bid goodbye to Kuya Yo and Sha. Sumama muna ako kay Ate Kat sa EB 8th floor. Nabasa pa din ako. They had no Prof because of the Faculty Meeting. When the rain stopped, Ate Kat allowed me to go home. I thank the Lord for the safe and very fast trip. I was a bit wet though. :|

I went home, JP texted, HALF DAY daw sila because of Fumigation. I asked him if he could come and visit me at our house. We slightly fought over this 'cause I was really expecting a 'yes' from him. E parang ayaw niya ata. I fell asleep unconsciously, and when I woke up, ayun, napilitan ata, pumunta na din sa bahay. :| He saw me pale faced, stressed out and very sickly looking. We went outside, ate at Aling Ponciana's. (Ryza Cenon's house. Yes, she is a Project 6 resident.) Weee. The food was good! Again, we talked about almost every good (some were bad for me, haaay) topics that wan can talk about. Drawing drawing pa kami sa papel, explaining their real properties located at Paradise Village. Hahahaha. Nakakapagtaka, text siya ng text habang nagkekwentuhan kami. Then suddenly when his phone beeped, he just read the message and he did not replied. I saw HER text message stating na boring daw sa bahay nila. With matching 'Oo nga eh. Haaay, grabe boring talaga dito sa bahay.. hahaha! :P' Wow. While JP was talking and talking and narrating some hilarious events from his childhood days, I suddenly thought of something. Then, after few minutes, **tadaaaan!!** A group message from HER. Hahaha. Obvious much, bigla akong natawa. Akala ni JP about dun sa kinekwento niya e. I was good! I was right, 'yun nga 'yung ginagawa niya kapag 'di na nagrereply si JP. Ever since, 'yun na 'yung iniisip ko, BUT I felt so guilty for jumping into conclusions without even proving it by a particular happening. Kaso, this time, ang laki na ng proof! Tinuklaw na ako. HER group message contained about nothing but everything that he already told JP nung magkatext pa sila. Ahh, kaya pala most of the time, nonsense. My hypothesis for a long time already, became an instant conclusion. Hmm. Need to say more? Or do I need to know more?

I was silenced regarding this topic. I don't want unworthy reasons to cause fights anymore. Around 4PM, we strolled around Project 6, and unexpectedly, we saw Biancaaaa! Weee. I missed her already. Big smiles from the three of us! JP and Bianx knows each other. We went to her house, lots'a laugh trips. Bianx is also a weirdo like Jeahpee. Hahahaha! Siyempre magkakasundo kami talaga. Asaran. Pikunan. Computer.

JP: *manipulating* Wow, grabe ang bilis nga net! Hahahahaha!
Bianx: Sorry naman JP huh? Sorry naman.
JP: Bayantel pa kasi eh!
B: Sorry talaga JP, pasensiya ka na.
JP: Ayos lang! 'Wag mo lang ulitin!
*laughs*

Bianca visited my Blog! Yikes! In front of JP! :(( Walang kaalam alam si JP about my blog! But then he tried to read some of the post. He laughed over my posts with our conversations, hahaha! Naaalala pa daw kasi niya 'yun lahat. Then he read the August 1 Post. His birthday. If you've read that already, I have a message for him there.

Jeah: Waaag! Waaag 'yan! *covers the monitor with my hands*
JP: Babasahin ko lang ehhhh! *tries to get rid of my hands*
Jeah: Please Mahal, 'wag 'yan! Sige ka!!!
JP: *reads my message for him*
JP: *teary-eyed*
JP: *cried*

He suddenlt looked at me then hugged and thank me. Aww. Napaiyak din ako. "'Pag naayus na comp namin, babasahin ko buong blog mo.." Waaaa! And then the three of us came to a very sensitive topic. About HER. Kinwento ko kay Bianx, kahit naririnig ni JP, wala na akong pakielam. Napipikon na talaga ako e. Siyempre, kahit sabihin mo pang I'm not a friend of Bianca, nakakapikon talaga 'yung kinwento ko about HER. Then JP FINALLY, AT LAST realized the hurt that I felt every time he entertains HER. Para daw kasi sakaniya, wala lang 'yun. Ahh, 'yun pala 'yung wala. Pero inamin niya na naiirita na din siya. Ahh 'yun pala 'yung naiirita. Hahahaha! Sorry siya ng sorry sa'kin e. I appreciated Bianca for showing her concern. I love you Bianx! :)

Since it was almost 6PM, JP and I went home. Nagmamadali siya e. Though I wanted to stay at Bianx's pa, oo nga pala baka pagalitan siya. Surprisingly, he asked my permission to go to TriNoma to meet Boys Like Girls Band. Hahaha, I mean to meet his BesPren, Lizzy. I allowed him. Who am I to hold him back? But in the back of my mind was, "Teka, akala ko ba nagmamadali siya? Kasi takot siya mapagalitan?" Hmmm. OKAY, enough. I don't get the point of seeing the Boys Like Girls Band, can they save the world? Honestly, I don't know who they are. In fact I don't even know how they look! Ahahaah! I really don't care. I know their song, uhh, I forgot the title, but it has "hero" something 'diba? Hahaha. Sorry naman. I'm not interested. Worldly band! Peace for those who go loco over them. But seriously, why do people need to fantasize them? Are they fantastic? Hahahaha! >_< A GM from JP?! O_o Haay e ano naman kung kamukha ni Russel 'yung sa commercial? Ano gagawin ko? Haha. Nothing relevant to say? Masama lang ako sa message niya e. :))

(Only smart people can decode this post. Ow, I mean only intellectual people.)


Favor #1
-- Please kindly pray for my health.
Favor #2
-- Don't ask questions regarding my situation. I also don't know the answers. But symptoms are slowly showing up. :|
FAVOR #3! -- PLEASE PRAY FOR MY HEALTH!! Ayy, nasabi ko na ata 'to. :P
Thanks and much love!

It's 6:50 PM and I'm still free to live for God




Thursday, September 4, 2008

Temple of the Holy Spirit

Wednesday, September 3
'Ang Tanikala' ni Crispulo Alarde S. Jr.

I thought I will be late for Filipino, good thing today is the Play Date. We're the second one to present. :) I brought different kinds of props that would absolutely help enhance the not-so-practiced-Play. Divine's Group presented 'Si Poldong Manunulat' first, then us. Haha. They were like surprised 'cause we have complete music effects, credits to uh, uhm? What was my name again? Hahahaha! Weh, corny. Glory to God for that 'cause I still managed to think for our Music even though I was coming home stressed and late because of the Special Services these past few days. We first set up our simple background, just to let the viewers know that it's a Baryo-like setting, then we started. Lupang Hinirang. First Scene: Flashback. One of the most important fundamentals of Play or Dula. That was our introduction for the main story. Danced over the tune of Doobi-doo by Kamikazee,

Russel as Mang Selmo: Tanikala?
Jemmah as Patring: Tanikala?
Yuji as Nestor: TANIKALA!!

Main story. Imagine me doing the narration while manipulating the sounds. Ay grabe. Ang hirap. Tingin ako sa script, tingin sa CD Player, sa script, sa CD player. Whew! But it all went well. I formulated a cause for another extreme headache for my self though. :| Our Play was pretty much funny, and I'm very proud of Jemmah, Russel and Yuji. They did their best when it comes to delivering their lines, acting, and the like. The class including Professor David laughed over our punchlines. And the simple dance in the tune of It's Raining Men. Joji and Jordan, pretended to be gays. Todo tawa naman ang section namin. Haha. I also had a little role in the short Play, for some scenes, I became the Master of Ceremony for the Graduation of Nestor. I seemed like Octopus that very moment, ang dami kong iniisip ng sabay sabay. Haha. We all did good, I guess. Even though I did most of the thinking by myself. I have a video, less pictures. All of our group mates prepared for cameras and sorts but we forgot to ask our block mates to take shots of our Play, maybe because of too much katarantahan. Loud applause after our play. :) Next group was Jane's. They chose the movie 'Anak'. They were a bit choosy. Hahaha! Rizza was the lead character portraying the role of Vilma Santos as Josie. Crystal played the role of Claudine Barreto as Carla. They didn't have any convincing props or music. In fact they used our CD. Haha, but then dinaan nila sa drama. Since their play was a heavy drama, and the scenes were all extreme if not fights, crying scenes, so they did great. Ma'am David was really impressed by Rizza's acting. Galing niya. And so was everyone in their group. Prof. David asked them to perform again at her HRM Class at 1:30 pm. Natuwa siya sa section namin talaga e, so even though 1:30pm will be our dismissal, we didn't refuse. Yay! Due to the lack of time, the next group was scheduled to present their play after our English time, since it'll be our break. Professor David approached me and said.. "Jeah, galing ng group niyo ah. Keep it up!" THANK GOD, my sufferings paid off. :D

English. Rubbish same old activities! And yes, I'm getting sick of it. Haha! Went to SB102 for Prof. David's Political Science Class. The last group from our section presented 'Si Muning at ang sanggol sa underpass'. They were laughing hard because of our class. Ang gulo kasi namin, and at the same time, the play was funny too! It's because of Beauty of course. I'm so proud of my block. Lunch at Food Court again, then Computer. Forgot what we did. It was raining when we headed our way to Prof. David's HRM Class at SB301. I saw Reyjude! My admirer way back my Elementary days. Hahaha. HRM Student siya. Ayun, kumustahan. I know what's next, and I don't want to talk about it. Nung nanliligaw 'yun sakin dati, parang linta. Ayaw malayo sa'kin. Mangungulit nnaman 'yun. Anyway, ow yeah, so Rizza's group presented their own version of 'Anak' and this time, I'm telling you, Rizza gave her best our of her incredible knack for acting. Haha! The HRM Students were really impressed by the Mass Comm ones, at kami 'yun! Woo! Haha. The scenes we're so intense that really contributed to recognize it as a heavy drama. Beauty from Group 2 and Yuji from our group joined the play. They lack of characters if I was not able to say it from the beginning of my post. So it got a little pinch of humor from them. Not to mention the "POKERS" (That's the term they used for those extras portraying the role of a prostitute. Haha! Friends of Carla/Claudine Barreto from the Movie) that was played by our funny girls, Jemmah from our group, Cherry from Group2, Rio from group 1, and DIVINE! *Thumb's up* Hahaha. They made us crack up! Joined forces. It was really a team work from our block!

Even though I was sick, I was able to have fun out of this stressful day. Actually, everyday is stressful to me now. I didn't met up with JP and that made me a little uneasy. And what was really awful is that I didn't get the chance to attend the last Special Service. Haha. Some accused me for the reason that James Huey is not present there so I did not attend the service. Hahaha! Of course not! I just laughed over it. God knows I wasn't there to just see and hear James Huey, duh! I do admit I really loved his voice, his music 'cause it's God inspired! Ano ha? Mang-aasar ka pa? Haha! But to be honest with you, I'm gonna miss him. Ay, labo! :P

Our body is the temple of the Holy Spirit, that's what the Bible tells us. And that's what my Daddy always reminds me. I took a rest. It's not enough though but it gave me a sigh of relief knowing that I'm now taking care of myself. Oh, if you're going to ask .. YES, I ALWAYS ABUSE MYSELF. I always think that I'm a Superwoman, (Whoever she is, or if there's any.) that I won't be stricken and inflicted by any diseases. I don't know where I got this, maybe because of too much stress. I seldom accumulate sickness, but when I do, it's worse than everyone can expect. Enough said. God bless you!


Thursday, September 4
Happy Birthday Alex! :D

I taught my Second year high school students at San Fransisco High School this morning. I allowed them to play outside for some time. They were ready for Badminton and other outdoor games. Just to brighten up their day, you know. I understand how busy sophomores are. I am now missing my high school days. :|

I went to Glendale although I was sick. I was so dizzy, like I was hallucinating and my head really hurts. Not to mention the sun rays that was really beaming directly to my direction. Iniisip ko lang siguro 'yun kasi sobrang init. Pero parang nananadya din kasi 'yung araw. I almost fainted the time I reached the streets of Paradise Village so I sent JP a text message, "Dito na lang ako sa tindahan, 'di ko na kaya maglakad.." Good thing he replied, and said that I should go inside and sit for a while. I saw Boss Mikee, wow! Short-haired like me! Dea hugged me like there was no tomorrow. Haha! Sumilip si Teacher Tin from their room. After their English, bonded a little with Momhie Beii and Shobe TINtotskie. Tsk, uhm something happened. Hahaha!

Tin: Iiwan nanaman nila tayo Momhie...
Momhie Beii: Oo nga.. lagi naman e.. haaay.
JP: Tin.. ba't kayo ganiyan? Kapag si ano wala kayong reklamo..
JP: Kasi.. wala kayong ano e.. Di ko naman kasalanan yun una palang sinabihan ko na kayo 'diba?
Jeah: Hala! 'Wag ganun!! Tama na po.. *whispered to JP*

A lot of blah blahs actually. I really wanted to stay because I want Momhie Beii and Tin to know na we (Jeahpee) are different. Of course, we also want to spend time with them. But because of my headache, JP insisted, and so we went up, up and awaaay! Hahahah! Sorry Momhie and Tin, 'di na kami nakapagpaalam ng maayos. :|

Away pa. Tsk. We went to Walter Mart. Trip lang, hahahaha! Surprisingly, we saw Tito Ben, the head of Men's Ministry of Word of Hope. He invited us to see Red Logo. We registered. Cool! We bought TJ hotdogs, his all time favorite. We talked a lot! Almost every topic, napagkwentuhan na namin. Tapos napunta sa health. :| Haay nasermonan tuloy ako. "'Wag mo na po abusuhin sarili mo.. please lang? Magpahinga ka this week ok? 'Di ko po alam gagawin kapag lumala 'yang sakit mo..", he pleaded. So yeah, we both decided that this coming week, I would not let myself commit to anything muna. No cell group on Wednesday and Friday. No meeting with him on Wednesday and Saturday. Go home right after classes are dismissed. (Which I always do, except when I'm scheduled to meet him) and lots more to refuse. Except Thursday. One of my may priorities is teaching my Students. I don't want them to miss anything that they can know about God. That's how I'm passionate when it comes to the lost. So as I was saying, this plan for the coming week is just to renew my lost strength. And I agreed because of one thing: I'M PITYING MYSELF ALREADY. Honestly, I can be the busiest person you can ever know. What's keeping me busy? Being the salt and light of the world, I'm taking everybody's burden alone. I think, I deserve a break, right? Wow, I never thought JP cared for me that much. Haha, God loves me and I ought to take care of the Temple of the Holy Spirit, my self. :)

Dunkin Donuts. Went home. :)
Okay so, YOUTUBE ka? Broadcast yourself? I don't get it why people will put their entire feelings and life-happenings in their group messages. It's fine if at the end of the message there are lessons to think of. Wala e. Always think of this: People would never mind kung ano kinain mo, ano brand ng binili mong tsinelas, or namatay kuko mo. Kahit i-send to many mo pa 'yan. Most especially when you send group messages, do not, DO NOT ever put unimportant and or unecessary characters and symbols that would definitely mean nothing! Like.. "?" tapos send na kaagad? Sa lahat? Hello? What's the sense? Someone can help you kung problemado ka, I'm sure. Talk to someone if you really need attention!

I'm not mad. If you don't have any sensible thing to say, it's better not to say anything at all.

It's 9:07 PM and I'm still free to live for God




Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Eagle's Wings

To my ever dearest Momhie Beii, HAPPY HAPPY DOS! 'Lovesyouuuu! ;D

Kakatapos lang ng Midterm Exams, tuloy agad sa lessons. Economics and History. Break-- Jolibee, Ever Gotesco Mall. I finished their time telling devices. Our HW for NatSci. Wow. I was too mabait. Doing those complicated devices is much work. One of my weaknesses is I always do favor for others. I know there's nothing wrong with it. In fact, everyone should be kind. But in my case, since weakness ko nga 'yun, minsan sobra na. People would keep asking me favors, even for just small things that they can obviously do for their selves. Lumala 'to nung High School. I don't want to disappoint all of my friends and classmates so I can show how good God is. Well, I am in College now, I do hope they would not take me for granted and will not abuse my kindness. Natural Science. Break.

Want to share you something, just a short overview of who I am. Ay gumaganoon! :P
Every time that Jordan(#22) would not sit beside me, Joji(#21) will become my instant seatmate. ;)) We would always talk about different bands, of different genres. (Indie, Rock, Metal, Heavy Metal, Alternatives, Pop Rock, Slow Rock, etc.) He was totally freaking out when he found out na sobrang mas madami pa akong alam sa kaniya about Alternatives and Contemporary Music. Especially when it comes to bands. And yes I have connections to Imago, Sandwhich, Datu's Tribe, Kiko Machine, and underground bands from UP. Isama niyo na si RA Rivera at DJ Ramon Bautista, DJ Tado and DJ Angel! xD Courtesy of my Kuya, of course! Though I haven't met all of them, I still want to say this. Ay? Ahahaha. Tapos ayon, bilib siya kay JP. JP has this longing to form a Christian band, wala lang siyang makilalang gusto rin bumuo. :| Pray for him, would you? :)

And, every after lunch breaks, the boys of MCo812 would always yaya me to join them sa DOTA nila. Ok, I admit, addict ako dun dati. DATI! That was before, before I became aware of it's disgusting benefits. FYI readers, don't follow my footsteps, please. When I was 2nd year high school, I was the only girl known who's playing Warcraft Frozen Throne (DOTA). In fact, every after school, I and the guys will directly head our way to a Computer Shop and play for one hour lang naman. Hahaha. I stopped playing when I got addicted to another game, this time it's better. Pero bad parin syempre kung adik ka doon. Freestyle Basketball. Beating the boys made me feel great kaya 'yun, galing ko kasi kaya hinanap hanap ko. Same thing with DOTA dati. I was bad. Nalaman nila 'yun, so they started inviting me. I always refuse. Wee. Totally focused na ako ngayon. A Christian converted to a True Christian. :)

Yup, ONE OF THE BOYS since birth. Hintayin niyo sa birthday post ko, I will include everything na. Clothing, Toys, Accessories, Games, Music, Bands, Movies, Sports, Shows, Colors I prefer that made me act and look like a guy. Psssh. Kulang na lang, beard. :)))))))))

PE -- We practiced for uhm, our play. We made use of the time since it's still our break and as usual, Ms. Alolor was late. And then our section moved to ARH 404 room. Yes, practice for the upcoming cheer dance again. Excited much! The Boosters with some FEU Cheer dancers were their to coach us. Laugh trip!! Todo. I gathered my group mates in Filipino. Discussed a bit for our props and costumes for tomorrow. I Pray that our play will turn out well. Dismissed.

Back to Ever Gotesco, nagpa-burn ako ng mga kanta namin for our Play tomorrow. Weee. I'm so excited, we only had 2 major practices. With matching kulitan at tawanan pa 'yun. Honestly, we're not that serious. 'Di pa cooperative lahat. But still I believe we can do good. :)

WoH. Special Service again. Magaling na si James Huey! Weee. I forgot to bring my Devotion notebook, and now I lost the outline for today's preaching. Aww. Read the Title.

God did not put you in a test to break you.
He put you there to know how long would you trust in His power. (Wee. Word ni Lord sa'kin. Sa amin.) I AM A MULTIPLIER, FULL OF JOY, BORN TO BIRTH CHANGE! -- Haha, overused line for 4 days already. :D

Evangelist Mikel French
is a natural speaker indeed. :D Those who were not able to come yesterday, was anointed by oil today. Waaa. Mikel French would still stay for another SPECIAL SERVICE TOMORROW! Grabe na 'to! God had planned this well. Too bad, James Huey needs to go 'cause he will be performing at Tokyo for some events there. Bye James Hueeeey! :(

DIG THIS! :D
Mikel French and James Huey
Pastor Dave prays for Brother James
Youth Alive with Mikel French
With our very own Tatay, Pastor Marvin
Now with James HueyPastor Bob and Pastor Jun :D
JAMES HUEY!

Yey! Buh-bye James Huey, Word of Hope especially Jeah, will miss you and your voice that glorifies God! Until now, LSS ako sa When I Think About the Lord, very powerful. The notes, the lyrics, everything! :)


I'm sick, and it's getting worse. I need blood. I desire REST. D:
--foreXVer

It's 10:08 PM and I'm still free to live for God






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Jeah || Jahaziel Ann
1991, 16th of October
A man trapped in a woman's body. Caffeine addict. Full time Student. Full time Minister.
FEUTamaraw Freshman. AB Mass Communication
An Athlete of God.
iDance. iPerform. iMinister. iServe. iShare. iLove. iLive.

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