I'm still sick. Okay, this time I'm pleading you to pray for me. If you only know what I've been going through because of this deficiency. Dinuguan please? Hahaha. Kala mo serious e. :P
But definitely, I am. :|
Just to bluster some events for today .. I did not attended my Filipino Class today. The reason behind is valid. But morbid. :'( And so I thought, would I feel great if ever I continue to rest and lie down for the rest of my life? Hahaha! Oh, just don't mind what I just said. Forgive me for the gibberish rants. I'm not feeling well, you know! I tend to babble. Or if not, I just stay quiet for a mean time. English, yeah. I forgot what happened. All I can hark back was we laughed over Professor Alimuin's weird hairdo. :))
Computer. Sir grouped us into 8? No, 10. While the whole class was kind of busy because of the groupings, I just sat down in the corner of the room. Rested my head, and tried to get some relief from what I was feeling then. :| Group mates -- Yuji, Carlo, Russel, Marvin, Erika, Rizza, Erzel, Pia and Danielle.
I went to JP's as far as I can remember. He cannot attend because they will visit her Auntie in the hospital. Jiah cried when I left. Haha. She wanted to come with me. Aww. --YA. Woo. Love the first song -- When I Think About the Lord. Oo na! I admit I'm missing James Huey! Why not? Hahaha =P I was not able to write down the whole outline of the Preaching. But it was a good one. It was co-related from the pasts Special Services about Revival. My Daddy gave some packed food to my sister and Shobe brought it to Church. For the simple reason that I'm not allowed to eat anything from anywhere. It must be home made. Just to make sure that I'm eating healthy ones, just to be safe.
Went home. Y!M Stat: Break my heart for what break yours! UAAP Cheering Compet tomorrow! :D
So I'll just let all of you partake of what I perceive whenever I hear and or think about this song Hosanna from Hillsong. What a wonderful prayer to God, isn't it?
I see the King of glory Coming on the clouds with fire The whole earth shakes, the whole earth shakes I see His love and mercy Washing over all our sin The people sing, the people sing
[Chorus] Hosanna, hosanna Hosanna in the highest
I see a generation Rising up to take the place With selfless faith, with selfless faith I see a near revival Stirring as we pray and seek We're on our knees, we're on our knees
[Bridge] Heal my heart and make it clean Open up my eyes to the things unseen Show me how to love like You have loved me Break my heart for what breaks Yours Everything I am for Your Kingdom's cause As I walk from earth into eternity
What does it mean when we say, "Show me how to love like You have loved me" We're asking God to teach us how to love a person without asking anything in return, giving everything we have just to make him/her happy"Break my heart for what breaks Yours" ? I'm having a hard time thinking of how will I expound this to you. So to make it easy for me, (and maybe for you also,) I'll just share a little bit of a true story, just to make it simple to understand. For the past 15 months of sharing God's love with JP, I can say that I already felt the most miserable heartache that a girl can feel just because of loving trully. And as I always utter this line to God, I can't help myself but cry. Because, If I'm already feeling this intense pain, how much more when it comes to Him? In a deeper sense, I, being an imperfect entity in this world, had experienced to be heart broken just because of loving another imperfect being like me. And come to think of it by putting yourself into God's situation. God, being the most perfect supernatural being above all existence, loving the most rubbish and secular people of this world. What kind of heartache could he probably felt as he continually love us? And as we ask Him to teach us how to love, we should put in mind that we could be probably feel every heartache that he already felt. Through every people's rejection of His good grace, mercy and love. Through every people's thankless mouth, and whining attitudes as God continually blesses them. People tend to take Him for granted, so how will God actually respond to these acts? If only we can know what God is feeling at this moment, maybe, we can never forgive ourselves.
If you're confused on what to do, It's as simple as this: If you really want to learn how to love like God, think of what hurt God can surely feel right now, and expect it to happen to you also. One cannot learn if he's not willing to do it the hard way. SACRIFICE. Just like what Jesus did at the cross. :)
And oh, always remember: His pain was your gain. And to totally imitate Him in loving truly, we must be willing to undergo through pain, so that others can gain. Sacrifice.
I love this song because it always reminds me that I'm not the most miserable individual in this planet, in fact, I'm one of the most blessed beings simply because I know how to love like Him. Even though I went through different melancholic situations, what matters most is that I've learned something out of it. I became more matured in handling my status. And the most important thing is,I'm reflecting God's goodness whenever I love.
If only others are willing to do so, maybe this world can be a better place for everyone. Agree? Ay sana nagets niyo ako. UAAP Cheering at Araneta tomorrow! God bless! :D
It's 10:16 PM and I'm still free to live for God
Forgiven and Free
Jeah || Jahaziel Ann
1991, 16th of October
A man trapped in a woman's body.
Caffeine addict.
Full time Student. Full time Minister. FEUTamaraw Freshman. AB Mass Communication An Athlete of God.
iDance. iPerform. iMinister. iServe. iShare. iLove. iLive.
This blog is made to advocate that having an intimate Relationship with Jesus Christ is never dull. Never a bore. But indeed it is full of adventures and fun-filled experiences!
This blog is All for HIM, who deserves me and you! I believe He deserves EVERYTHING.
"15 is less than 3"
At least be careful for every actions that you do. You never know, you may be the ONLY BIBLE other people is reading everyday. Be a good testimony for His fame.
-- Jeah
Acts 20:24 --
"Therefore, I consider my life worth nothing to me if only I may finish the race and complete the task that the Lord Jesus has given me, the task of testifying the gospel of God's grace."