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Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Woman of Tears

Filipino. Waaa. Ano ba nangyayari sa akin? Hahaha! Hindi ko maalala 'yung ginawa namin. :D Anyway, forgive me. Honestly, today is September 19, 2008. Ngayon ko lang iniisip kung ano nangyari sa Fil. :))

English. YEY! Haha, we presented, at long last, the most awaited, Matang Lawin imitation. Haha, but before that super laugh trips from the other groups who presented. Mass Comm Students really cracks me up. =)) tapos ayun, nagkantahan na ng theme song na Matang Lawin.. Alex as Kuya Kim. Galing ni Joji magkungyaring unggoy e. Dun sila lahat natawa! :P Hahahahaha!

We ate lunch somewhere sa may Lerma? I found out that, that eatery was discovered by the Boys. Sizzling Pork. Yummy. :D I ate with the Boys at the Boys' table. Tapos as usual, ang girls magkakasama. Tsk tsk. One of the boys daw. Tawanan kami ng tawanan baka naman kabagin na kami, ahahaha! Great pretender [Kala mo wala akong problema e no? Christian kasi. I find JOY in everything I do.] After eating, we decided to go to St. Thompson Square, it's sort of a mini mall along Morayta. And gladly much, may cool na Ice Cream Store dun na pagmamay-ari lang naman ng aming Block mate na si Anthony. :)) Haha! Mahal kasi ng Ice Cream nila. P36 per scoop!

*Talking to the uhm, nagbabantay, or what ever they call him..*
Erika: Kuya, GF po ako ni Anthony, sabihin ko daw sa'yo para wala ng singilan..
Kuya: Hahahaha, wala naman po siyang nabanggit sakin. Di naman po nag g-girl friend si Sir Anthony.. [Sosyal! SIR ANTHONY!! :))]
Jeah: Haha, kasi ako naman po talaga yung totoong girlfriend niya. As in ASAWA na. Isang Blue Berry Cheesecake Ice cream nga! Libre na ako a! Ako ligal wayp!
All: *laughs*

Hahaha. Kulet e. Computer Lab. Discussion. MS Excel Formulas. Pfft. Paunahan na naman 'yung activity. And as expected because of our large laboratory room, malayo 'yung seat ko sa lecture area ng Lab. E kailangan namin kopyahin 'yung facts sa wide screen projector. Tsk! Bakit 'di na lang i server? :)) Demanding much. :P

Marvin [Sa computer niya, beside my computer] : Jeeaaah, o'comon make sure you write down all the facts ah! Then run here immidiately!
Jeah: Can't you see what I am already doing? JUST SHUT UP! Okay?
All: *laughs*

E paano naman kasi, sinusulat ko na nga .. sinigawan pa ako from the other side of the room na kopyahin ko daw ang nasa Large Screen! Hahahah! Nag sigawan kami. Demanding din? :)) I made it on time! 'Di nga lang 100, or 99 'yung grade ko. Dismissed.

NCAE ng GSI. We planned to see each other. On the way, along Pantranco, dami ko nakasabay na Rocesians. Boooo. Miss my Blue uniform. Really. ;( Arrived at Cirlce - C seeing Mommhie Beii, Tin, Kuya Calip, and Sir Aldrich. May nakalimutan ba ako? Hahahaah! =P

*kisses Momhie Beii and Tin*
Sir Aldrich: Ay? JP? 'Di ka kiniss oh!
Kuya Calip: Hahahaha. Sila lang kiniss!

Tawanan. Medyo tambay sandali ng nakatayo. Bisyo si Sir Aldrich e. YOSIboy. Baaaaad! Pasok sa CC. Bili si Kuya Clip ng SIMS DVD Installer. Ay asaran ng computer! :)) Tapos labas, tapos nagpaiwan si JP I thought he wanted to go with them. :| Tapos, nagsimula na ang away. Iyak na naman si Jeah. Iyak ng iyak. Kuya John saw us. Tsk. :( All Jeah wanted is to help JP change. She knows it is definitely not for her sake, but for HIS own benifit alone. But JP didn't want to listen to Jeah. Until Jeah burtsed out, shouted at an open area where many was able to hear it, and left JP there alone. Jeah thought JP will come after her, but he didn't. Sobrang sama ng pakiramdam ko. Ng loob ko. :( I even thought of committing ........... D':

Naawa na ako sa sarili ko. Why I keep doing such things, sobrang daming sinasacrifice para sakaniya, samantalang siya, para sakaniya pala.. WALA AKONG KWENTA! :( But I still prayed and asked God for a direction. I found myself, dooooooon. Sa bahay nila. :| I went to their house and decided to wait for him there. Kahit alam kong ayaw niya. I still waited. Nanggaling pala siyang McDo. nakipagkita kila Mommhie sandali. Nang nalaman niya na andun na ako, nagmadali na siguro siya. Ayon, nangyari ulit ang dati. Tulala men! TULALA! While crying..:(( Hindi na ako masyado nag salita. I really want to say everything I wanted to, kaso, nahiya na din ako sa kaniya. And at the same time ayaw ko na magiging maayos kami kasi naawa lang siya sa iyak ko. 'Wag na lang kung ganun lang. Pero 'yun. He started talking. And I felt sincerity in his every word. He hugged me and told me he don't want to see or hear me cry again. One of the reasons why I hated him for a period of time were the moments that even though I'm already crying way too hard, he still fight over what he wanted, making me feel more down. ="| At that very moment, I forgave him and told him that I don't want to cry na din. Nakakapagod. T_T He said he was sorry. Tapos nag sorry din siya kay Lord.

I am a Woman of Tears.
I don't cry for no reason,
It's my way to defend pain and anger.

I am a Woman of Tears.
I rather choose to cry than to start fights.
A 'crybaby' you cannot brand me,
It's a sense of maturity
knowing that I can harm no one.

I am a Woman of Tears.
Ironically but true,
I can say I'm strong,
'Cause I know behind my tears is happiness,
that one day he will never let himself see me cry again..

I am a Woman of Tears.

I went home. Tired. Wasted. I prayed and thanked God for being so faithful to us. Dapat sched ko sa Dentist ko this day, and surprisingly, nagkasakit si Dra. Wilma. Making me available to see JP. Kahit na nangyari 'yun, na akala ko hinding hindi ko magagawang mag walk out ng sumisigaw in public, at least we made it through. Plano talaga ni Lord ang lahat. Still thankful. :)

Haaaay ..

It's 10:09 PM and I'm still free to live for God






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Jeah || Jahaziel Ann
1991, 16th of October
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