Thursday, August 21, 2008
Press On, My Princess. -- God
A comment to FEU TAMBAYAN FAN PROFILE:
The FEU is one of the most prospective university in the Philippines,
The FEU is one of the higher quality education in the Philippines,
The FEU is one of the best university in Universities Athletic Association of the Philippines(UAAP),
The FEU is one of the most beautiful facilities and environmental cleanliness,
The FEU is one of the most challenging university,
The FEU is one of the most active university in the Philippines,
The FEU is one the most creatable university when it says in Art,
The FEU is one of the most responsible university when it says in student's courses,
The FEU is one of the most gorgeous and handsome students and one of the best professors and faculties in the Philippines,
The FEU is our University, our HOME of knowledge and talents!
-Let be the one of the best!
-Be a part of TAMARAWS home!
"Mahal ko ang epiyu dahil dito ako lumaki!"
..Go fight TAMARAWS!
Blazing FEU!
Yeah!
I went to San Fransisco to teach. I really hope God will help me handle my students. I'm having a hard time teaching them. :|
GSI. Thanks to you, LizzyLiz. :) "Kuya, sandali lang naman e, manonuod lang siya.." Hahaha,"Isang Gabi sa Buhay ni Sisa". I was not able to watch the beginning of the play. =( But any way, it was good. Except for the soft voice of Nia, may mga lines akong 'di narinig. [SISA nga, Jeah 'diba? Choosy ka ah! =))] I don't know what to say when he approached me. I just laughed. Hahahaha! I don't know how will I react 'cause he was surprised. But I do admit, I missed him a lot. A LOT.. A house and LOT. Weh, corny! Hahaha! And the thing that I really won't forgot this day is the time that Liz said "CHE!" to me. Hahaha! Tinuro ko lang naman si DY ah? :)) She even told me.. "Iiwanan kita dito sige ka!" Haha. CreepyLizzy! xD
YAY for these snapshots! :)
I belong? :DD [Nevermind the
Haha. Um, he cannot see his phone that moment, so I sat there.
While they were practicing for tomorrow's big event, I bonded with Jenice and Dea.
I'm not doing anything naman.. tapos biglang nabadtrip siya sa'kin. Actually badtrip siya because of his phone, but I don't have anything to do with it. Kaso nadamay pa din ako. :( He was forcing me to go home!! I was planning to spend the whole day there; with him. Wala e. He got mad, without any reasons at all. Nainis ako. Nananahimik ako dun e. :( So I bid goodbye to them. Then walked my way out. I told him not to go with me kaso sinusundan pa rin niya ako. Nainis na talaga ako, papaalisin niya ako tapos ihahatid pa. But he resisted. So we argued in the middle of the street. OK, I know medyo mababaw 'yun. Sir Aldrich and Sir Melvin saw us.
Sir Aldrich: Ohh.. Uwi ka na?
Sir Melvin: Haha.. nag aaway..
Neither both of us talked to them. Haha. E kasi naman badtrip kami dalawa. We sat down dun banda sa may matinong upuan. He keeps on saying that he want to end everything, including his life. :( Which makes me really sad that I didn't even become an efficient partner to him. Because if I am, he would never say that. He would never even think of killing his self. =( I couldn't help myself but to cry. I reckon some of my closest friends consider me an expert in crying. Grabe na e. Araw araw, gabi gabi. Every moment? We kept on arguing about things. How could we go on.. So do we really need to end this? Etc. Etc. Yes, as expected, I didn't talk much. :( Nagp-pray ako 'pag ganun. And then it was really getting hot, Ate D and Kuya Clip passed along the road na, most of the Glendalians were going home, andun padin kami. He cried, we cried. He bursted out.
"Masakit para sa'kin na andito ka pero 'di na katulad ng dati. Ni hindi nga kita mahawakan sa kamay? Masakit. Kung alam mo lang. Sobrang mahal kita, hindi mo naisip yung mararamdaman ko nung pumunta ka dito.. Sinabi ko na sa'yo na 'wag muna e.. Kakalimutan kita kung yun ang gusto mo.. 'Wag yung ganitong unti unti mo akong sinasaktan.. pinapatay.."
So I need to speak my heart out also. I was crying when I told him, all that I ever wanted is to make him happy. All I ever wanted is to be with him so I need to do these things, [even though I know how it's hurting him] so that God can give us favor. He decided to get his things at GSI, and then we went to McDo. On the way, medyo ayos na kami. He stopped crying and maybe God had already touched his heart and changed his mood. Oh Lord, thank you so much. :')
We said our SORRYs to each other. [I have to tell this, If anyone would oppose, just tell me. I'll gladly listen. But I'm just being honest. Sorry din kung may matatamaan. Ha?]
I don't know but what really makes me proud about JEAHPEE is, we follow God's will. We don't try hard to be happy. Alam niyo 'yun? Waa. Ang hirap i-explain, but what I'm trying to say is.. Pinaghihirapan namin isolve 'yung isang issue, because we want to follow the will of the Lord. Hindi tulad ng ibang couples, [did I just said, "COUPLES"? Haha!] maging masaya lang, susuwayin na si Lord. =\ We're not like that. We FOLLOW Him. Of course it's hard to be holy, to be perfect to be like Jesus. But in short, we make our relationship pleasing to God's eyes as much as possible. Grabe talagang mag-aaway pa kami just to fix things. Yea, it's true. Oo, madalas kami magkaproblema and the only reason is we want to fix ourselves with God, kaya ganun. Again, hindi tulad ng ibang partners "Christian" pa, tapos nagaattend ng church services, pero kung ano ano ginagawa. [Wala akong pinaparinggan pero I know there are lots out there!] We don't go with the flow. Parang natural na sa'min na mag aargue. kasi nga we want to please God. Ganun ka hirap. I call it exercising our faith. Even though we know we could end up losing each other, we still chose to undergo through ups and downs kesa naman saktan namin si Lord? E paano ba kami nagkakilala? Siyempre dahil kay God din. 'Diba? And I'm really really thankful of JP. Kahit ganun yun. Akala niyo lang ganun siya. 'Di kasi siya showy sa feelings niya. Haay. Next posts na lang. Ang haba na e. Hahahaha!
Yes, talagang BOLD letters 'yan. We ate. Jeepoy, Jolyn and the other 3rd year arrived. Then DY. Ngak. I saw his bag with FEU logo. Waha. So I asked JP.
Jeah: Ba't ganun bag niya?
JP: Prof mama niya sa FEU
Jeah: Oh? Talaga? Astig!! Ano institute?
JP: Ewan ko, tanung natin.
*called Arrel a million times. Bingi eh. :))*
Arrel: Bakit?
JP: May tatanung siya sa'yo.
Jeah: Ano.. Bakit.. Uhm ano.. Mahal mo ba si Lizette?
*laughs*
JP: 'Di naman 'yun tanung mo e.
Jeah: Oo nga.. Hahaha! Bakit ganiyan yung..
JP: Pero sagutin mo muna 'yun! HAHAHAH!
Jeah: Haha, oo nga sagutin mo muna, Mahal mo ba si Lizette?
Arrel: Haha! [with great conviction] Oo.
:"> Ahahaha!
And then I asked him my true question. Institute of Nursing pala Mom niya. Yessh naman. Cool.
Went home. Text?
"Ate Jeah Dude, I forgot to tell you kanina, I CRUUUUSH YOU! --Adiv
"I crush youuu morestttt! ANOKABA, dude!" --Jeah :))
Err. Long post. Sorry ya'll! ;)
O by the way, nakakatouch 'yung title ko 'diba? Yes Lord, I'll press on. :)
Push lang ng push!! -
It's 7:23 PM and I'm still free to live for God
Forgiven and Free
Jeah || Jahaziel Ann
1991, 16th of October
A man trapped in a woman's body. Caffeine addict. Full time Student. Full time Minister.
FEUTamaraw Freshman. AB Mass Communication
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